My Secret Diary

2011-12-28T01:46:00.001-05:00

- awaiting to sign contract..

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2011-12-27T23:16:00.001-05:00

讓我感動一首情詩,

你见或者不见我
我就在那里不悲不喜
你念或者不念我
情就在那里不来不去

你爱或者不爱我
爱就在那里不增不减
你跟或者不跟我
我的手在你手里不舍不弃

来我怀里
或让我住进你的心里
默然相爱寂静喜欢

你爱或者不爱我
爱就在那里不增不减

你跟或者不跟我
我的手在你手里不舍不弃

来我怀里
或让我住进你的心里
默然相爱寂静喜欢

默然相爱寂静喜欢

歌曲《見與不見》實際名為《班紮古魯白瑪的沈默》，作者為當代女詩人‧紮西拉姆‧多多( 班紮古魯白瑪，音譯，意思為蓮花生大師 )，扎西拉姆多多是個廣州女孩，她是位虔誠的佛教徒，現追隨十七世噶瑪巴大寶法王在印度菩提伽耶修行。當然這首詩原意是無關於愛情跟風月的，主要是表達大師對弟子不離不棄的關愛......

Celebration of chrismas

2011-12-25T20:54:00.001-05:00

Chrismas day Bringing our kids to bark cafe having our dinner

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Later on went to MBS to have a walk... Also have our chance to see the water fountain.

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Chrismas day

2011-12-24T23:53:00.001-05:00

Chrismas present for Nicholas and Marcus

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2011-12-13T19:39:00.001-05:00

觉得一直做不完我的家物。。。
昨天带着三个小吃。。也真佩服我自己可以做得到。。

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小瓜瓜生病了不得不带他去看医生了。。

虽然累但也没办法喔。。

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2011-12-11T05:05:00.001-05:00

My life is like hell... Who can save me from this horrible house

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2011-11-09T18:50:00.001-05:00

感叹。。
人生很无趣。
但听着好听的歌好让我着迷。让我有一种不是自我的感觉。

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2011-10-30T06:07:00.001-04:00

好累的一天咯。。

早上去了white sand 那儿吃麦当劳，下午去了katherine baby full month

可爱吧。。

接着就带大儿子去补习。。然后就去了tampines one 买我老公的衣服。。。好累hor。。

晚餐呢就决定去restaurant那儿吃

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A day at home

2011-10-24T03:07:00.001-04:00

Today I off work. This morning just send Lucas for injection. After that went home to rest.

Well I took a short nap after that.. Still feeling Tired the whole after afternoon. But I manage to accompany Lucas watching tv.

- yesterday taken this photo with him at home

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毕业了

2011-10-12T11:36:00.001-04:00

他毕业了。。看着他在台上拿着毕业证书我的心很感动。。

这是我第一次看着我的儿子表演。那种心情真的不知道怎么说。。

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调皮的英正。。。。

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Location:Tampines Street 44,Singapore,Singapore

Holloween day

2011-10-09T04:00:00.001-04:00

This year saw gaint selling those holloween things for kids... Cute

-lucus

-Marcus

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At soup restaurant

2011-10-08T10:24:00.001-04:00

Today went to T2 terminal for dinner.

Wow... Seem like the food very nice. So many people waiting ..

Their one of the famous food..sansui chicken

Ah Ma fan su ye

Sapo duofu

Steam fish

Marcus master piece

2011-09-28T19:04:00.001-04:00

Octobus made by Marcus...

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病了

2011-08-23T18:02:00.001-04:00

真要命咯。。病了很久但一直不好。真的有一种感觉做工的很累了。有一种冲动想休闲一段时间，不想工做。

可以吗！好想握。。。

心情不好

2011-07-31T21:25:00.001-04:00

心情很糟。。

病了

2011-07-27T07:25:00.001-04:00

真要命咯。。病了很久但一直不好。真的有一种感觉做工的很累了。有一种冲动想休闲一段时间，不想工做。

可以吗！好想握。。。

2011-06-26T06:58:00.001-04:00

Today.dinner special....

Really love cooking for my family to eat.

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Nicholas

2011-06-18T02:53:00.001-04:00

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Having a quick food at mc Donald before his english class start.

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Funtime at weekend

2011-06-17T22:42:00.001-04:00

Enjoying the moment to bonding time with my lucas while bathing.

Having fun time when bathing.. This is his most like playing with water.

Join in the Nicholas

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Lucas can walk

2011-06-16T06:16:00.001-04:00

So happy as today actually can walk alot of steps.

I think he should be able to walk before his birthday on 06072011.

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My holiday

2011-06-13T22:31:00.001-04:00

After a long rest, I'm finally on my way back to batu bahat to see my sons soon. So excited now cause I already 6days never see my sons and donoe whether they miss me or not.

Hopefully they enjoy to spend days with their Ah Ma and ah gong.

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Lucas sleeping position

2011-06-07T15:21:00.001-04:00

Very amused to see Lucas using Marcus back as pillow.

To tired to move and sleep on his back...

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Location:Home sweet home

2011-05-19T07:48:00.001-04:00

Relax at how

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Sunday outing

2011-05-15T07:41:00.001-04:00

Today a nice weather,not much sun. Morning we head to pasir ris white sand there have our breakfast.

This our 1st time to eat mc Donald at white sand

We went to pasir park for a short walk after our breakfast. I think this is my son 1st time seeing those pony at the park

Well done Nicholas and Marcus success feeding those little pony.

I'm happy to bring my kids for a walk. All these which I don enjoy when I was a kid time.

Although it just a short walk but nevertheless it a nice memories to me.

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My hate against my family

2011-05-11T11:55:00.001-04:00

I often asking myself why I'm born in this kind of family?

I disappointed of not having a supporting family and having all kind of against . All my younger sister all so arrogant of having their dad to back up of them when work.

I quite disappointed to my dad also. Till now he don believe in me and what my sister say he intend to hear them said then me....

I somehow hated this 2nd sister for acting in front of my parent.

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2011-05-09T18:44:00.001-04:00

我的小儿子又病了。。。

昨天晚上还high fever呢 :(

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Mother day

2011-05-08T08:20:00.001-04:00

Today mother days is a tiring day. Early morning me and my husband bring me to bugis toast box for morning breakfast.

We shop alot. Me brought 2 t-shirt and a short. As for my hb he buy a shoe and 2 jeans. I walk till my feet almost broke.

-by the time we back is already 2pm plus... We decide to set out to my ah Ma house 4pm... We reach there 4.30pm to pick up my ah Ma and uncle and set to hougang there for vegetarian dinner.

We had a greAt time at dinner and talk alot in regard to the recent general election.

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Laneign product

2011-05-07T06:00:00.001-04:00

Just brought this new product.

Actually wanna to replace to buy again the strawberry yogurt peeling gel but too bad they had introduce new product multiberry yogurt peeling gel to replace the previous product.

This product seem to be abit difference from the previous method. Well... Strawberry one use it when yr skin is on dry condition. This new product is use it after cleaning your face.

- I will post out again the result of this new product again.

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Zoo

2011-04-26T10:15:00.001-04:00

Last Friday is good Friday. We went to the zoo for outing. Soo happy my kids after hearing they are going to the zoo.we set out at 8plus

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Never know that holiday have soo many people going....

We took few hour to walk so part of the zoo but too bad there some part we still miss to see such ad the penguin, elephant, lion... But never mind, we miss some part to give us chance to visit to the zoo next time.

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Dentist

2011-04-16T00:50:00.001-04:00

Finally I made my courage to go to see the dentist to do my whitening teeth.

My appointment is set on next Thursday afternoon. Today went for checkup before we start the procedure.

Doctor ask me when my last visit.... Haaaa.... I told him 5 to 6 years since I remove my braces. He quite shock saying me should visit dental very 6mths time.

He told me my right lower wisdom teeth abit decay may need some treatment.So today he charge me to wash and polish teeth plus some treatment to strengthen my teeth all $150. I really don like to wash teeth at dental cause the sound reAlly made me scare and the pain like a screw drilling to your heart.

Lucky this doctor skill is so far so good. The pain is still bearable. I remember last time I every mth had to go treatment for my braces I feel so scare cos I know I will undergo pain everytime wash my teeth.

The teeth whitening on site plus the maintainence kits is 1000+300=$1300. ... I'm so excited and donoe what the result after it.

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2011-04-06T19:53:00.001-04:00

Tired and sleepy... How I wish I can go to my bed sleep again.

Now heading to work.

Still abit not feeling well... Still don have the appetite to eat. Been two night I didn't have my dinner alreAdy... Partly also my mum cook the dishes really don have the kind of mood to eat...

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Lucas is sleepy

2011-04-03T04:41:00.001-04:00

Thought if bringing Lucas go see doctor but too bad didn't open...

Switch our location to central square for our breakfast.

- look how sleepy Lucas is...

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Location:Central square

Marcus and me

2011-04-02T03:24:00.001-04:00

After bring Nicholas for class decided to bring Marcus for a meal since he is hungry.

We decide head for mc donald.

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Location:Mc donald

2011-03-06T01:16:00.001-05:00

Early sat morning had decide to prepare breakfast for my dear before work..

- result.... Good

Send Nicholas for class and brought Marcus go for a walk. Look at him so happy at the tampines mall timezone

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My little Lucas n Marcus is sick

2011-02-26T19:16:00.001-05:00

Ohh dear both little rascal is sick... Viral fever attack them again.

Sick already still watch tv... Heee

偏心的妈妈

2011-02-22T22:59:00.002-05:00

I never know that my mother this kind of person.

Im also her daughter. But when i give birth she don't want to help me do confinement and can tell me all kind of excuses of not helping me. But my sister give birth she help her do confinement and her stupid excuse from my sister is she cant find confinemnt lady. OR simply she wanna to save $ right.

Even she but the present for my Son is $200+ but her one is 4x more amount than me. She simply too selfish right.For godness seek, is this my mother.

My MIL had a grandson to take care but when we request she can no excuse and come to singapore to help me do confinement. SHe had left her grandson to my FIL and help me to do confinement. What about my MOTHER. She only know she don want trouble.

All along i feel very bad not having a warm family.

PLease take me away from this miserable family.

The growing up of lucus

2011-02-20T01:44:00.001-05:00

-this little guy is learning to stand up on his own already.

This month already his 7mths old...

Good to see him learning very fast...

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My little son coconut shell bracelet

2011-02-18T23:43:00.001-05:00

So fast... I now a three son mother. Never think of having 3 sons in my life. Life seem unpredictable. I sometime wonder what my family going to look like in future. If I have a to time machine I really want to take a look how my sons look like in future.

-this little bracelet had been pass down from Nicholas to Marcus and from Marcus to Lucus. For 6 years times seem very short but to me already very long time ago.

So I think I gonna to keep it again till my grandson come out I can have the chance to wear this again to them...

This little bracelet can help to chase away evil spirit.

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情人节

2011-02-14T03:03:00.001-05:00

有一点意外。今早一light 就看到了。

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2011-02-09T16:59:00.001-05:00

梦到奇怪的梦。
我梦到我公司的一位顾客的cheque跳出来。不只我是否该买4D 呢。哈哈。

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带英正去坐巴士

2011-01-30T02:00:00.001-05:00

昨天放工后拿着我的车去修，接着带我的大儿子英正去补习。没想到白跑一趟，老师搞错日期了。

没办法去就去shopping。买了过年衣和shoes.回到家累的象只死鱼一样。

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Punishment

2011-01-15T05:42:00.001-05:00

2 boy Marcus and Nicholas being punish for not listening my words.

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East Coast Park on 1st day of Year 2011

2011-01-01T08:56:00.007-05:00

1st day of year 2011, went to east coast park have our breakfast at McDonald.After that we take a walk at the beach there and watching our 2sons playing sands.

Went home after a small walk and i spend some time clearing my junk at the drawer. Nearly 2plus, my husband call me and ask me shopping. Damed, so tired after doing the hsework and still ask me shopping. Shop almost 2 to 3 hours at marina parade and shop NOTHING.

Later we went to Giant to shop for our gorcery. Dont know why everytime we shop will sure spent more than 100 buck.

Reach home alear all my things already and went to tampines stadium there have our japanese dinner.

A brand new year 2011

2010-12-31T11:09:00.001-05:00

A new start for year 2011

- wish all friend a happy new 2011.

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和我小儿子拍照

2010-12-29T08:56:00.001-05:00

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我的小英志快要六个月大了。

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Chrismas eve

2010-12-26T09:05:00.001-05:00

Dear dairy

无了。。。 They all go out celebrate and I left alone at home at the stranger home just because I had to accompany my son. I can't bear to throw my son alone at a strange.

要不是看在我明年过年可以在新家过我才不想随他回来呢。跟这个男人在一起生活已有七年的时间了但我终觉得我不怎么happi.每年有过节他并每有带我们一家去走走。他哥哥有回来就拿假回来，有节目每次都每我分。

真得累了。。。每一天忙录使我对他一句的问后都没有而失望。

今年的圣诞前夕晚更是无了到顶。。。唔唔唔。

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My birthday present

2010-12-18T08:43:00.003-05:00

Dear diary,

Yesterday my hb brought me flower and a present for my birthday present which this coming Tuesday.

Sian.... He working today so actually do have the mood to celebrate my birthday. My cake still left in the fridge unattended.

My present still unopen yet so till now I donoe what thing he brought for me.

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Location:Home

Saturday weekend

2010-12-18T08:43:00.001-05:00

Build by Nicholas

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Build by Marcus

See lucus putting his finger into his mouth

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Collection of passport

2010-12-15T20:22:00.001-05:00

Dear diary

Went to collect my two sons passport at immigration there. Lucky the queue not that long. We wait about less than hour to collect.

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On our way back to send Marcus to school and Lucas to my mum home.

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很难过。。。我的脚链不见了

2010-12-15T08:11:00.004-05:00

真难过，老公送我的脚链不见了。

不知道我什么时候掉的，当我看着英志的脚链才莫着自己的脚才知道不见了。

脚链跟我已有三四年了，是我老公送我的生日礼物。

难过! 心也很痛。

乌!乌!乌!

Tonight steamboat

2010-12-12T01:34:00.002-05:00

Today decide to have steamboat for our dinner. We decide set out to marine parade giant to shop for our things.

Brought so long tau hu items for our steamboat. I selected 15 items at $4.50.

haa... As for my husband busy select vegetable for our soup.

Gosh... Oh dear tomato at 8cents per 100g. Last week just brought tomato at giant tampines at 18 cents per 100g. Shit...

Bought 2 apple for my baby Lucas to tried out. Gala apple got so many place, USA, new yoke, and etc... What the different?

....saw this automatic washing machine. All the sudden
I also want to have one like this shop at tampines area. I alway wanted to have a self career but nobody wanna join.

My time with Lucas
Had my time playing with lucus.

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My three adorable son

2010-12-09T08:44:00.002-05:00

Look at Lucas expression.... Why is he looking so sad.

Location:Home

2010-12-02T08:48:00.006-05:00

Raining Day

Coming to near 30 year old le. This is most of the women scare about. After 30 they feel old already. Really donoe what my son will be when they grow up to adult. When im forty , nicholas would be 16 years old, marcus would be 13 years old and Lucus would be 10 years old. What would be their life? A good and obediance kids or rebellion and poor result in school? Would they still take care their own parent ? Or is it all grown up become a stranger to us.

I think most of their parent would give their kids and best thing. I hope my 3 sons can grow up and become a useful man toward their nation.

As usual spend some time playing with my iphone and take some shot for them.

Looking at Marcus really see time fly very fast. From baby to now he already 3 years old.

My new glass cabinate (should i said reject cabinate)

2010-11-29T04:11:00.009-05:00

My new display set for my watches and perfrum

This cabinate is actually my company product but seem that the glass is broken abit at the side so the client don want it. I see this very nice so actually ask my husband to carry it back home.

Donoe why a small crack at the side become a long crack. Buy my husbadn said he didnt break it. It must be the worker again. Suck those bangladesh worker in my company alway not careful.

But never mind the crack is beside it so it cant see when i shift to the wall.

Finally my watches and perform had a place of home. Thinking donoe wanna put the bags in or not?

changi point walk

2010-11-28T07:50:00.003-05:00

beautiful sunday

went to changi village for breakfast and after that we went to changi point for a walk together with my big son nicholas. Didnt bring Marcus go as we scare he too nosiy to follow us.

Saw those trader dealing with the fisherman. Saw alot of prawn on the boat. All lorry are waiting for their turn to trade

My Saturday

2010-11-27T04:21:00.010-05:00

Look at the kiddo... lovely 3 boys.

Trying those photographer to take shot of little foot and hand

At the same time taking photo with Lucus trying to create a nature feel

Chinese new year nearby therefore alot of clean up need to be done.Early morning after breakfast with my hb went to cleanup my fridge. I ask Nicholas to help me and he very helpful to it.

Spend some time playing with my kids and watching TV with them

2010-11-26T06:59:00.001-05:00

On my way working. For the pass 5 years everyday driving this route. It already my daily routine work.

- in the pass this road alway jam. Now after the extension of the road it really make the traffic more smooth.

Paya lebar road turning to aljunied road.

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2010-11-25T02:20:00.000-05:00

Seeing Baby Lucas growing day by day and you will see how a baby grow up to kid.

Mother + Kids = Happy Family

24.11.2011 we'd

2010-11-24T07:23:00.001-05:00

Dear dairy

A beautiful picture taken by me

-my three darling son

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23.11.2010 Tuesday

2010-11-23T11:56:00.001-05:00

Dear diary

Still not feeling well. Pop in panadol again.

At home manage to feed my dear son. Seem that Nicholas really love performing his speech and drama. These few day keep hearing him saying those script to his brother Lucas. I'm sad that I can't go and see him perform. It quite disappointed that even his own father didn't shown concern to his own son.

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This is when he saying his speech and drama when feeding my yingzhi.

Hopefully I can see his performance nx time.

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22.11.2010 monday

2010-11-22T02:32:00.001-05:00

At my mum hse now.

Morning just visit the nuh Child development unit for Nicholas. After the doc assessment still not that bad. Just maybe Nicholas required some behavioral & focussing treatment.

Appointment would be on nx year march.

Haa... Went home and pop in two cold panadol. Still feeling unwell since yesterday. Hopefully I can recover from today. Well now I'm at my mum hse resting.

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21.11.10 sun

2010-11-21T03:09:00.001-05:00

Dear dairy

Oh dear sick at home. All the sudden having flu now. Terrible now.... I hate having flu. Just pop in 2 cold panadol to make sure later will better after a rest.

Just now just give my son some revision of his English assessment book.

While playing with lucus, me just taken a photo of his brother Marcus

Marcus wee and Lucus Wee

Do they look alike?

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17.11.2020 wednesday

2010-11-16T21:00:00.001-05:00

Spoilt my mood come here to eat. Public holiday also wanna plan for outing for us. This husband I so disappointed.

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Location:Market place at blk 100+

31.10.2010

2010-10-31T03:31:00.001-04:00

Enjoying the every moment with my baby lucus.

Now he alrdy almost 4 mth and see him growing each and everyday make me feel time pass really fast. From inside my stomach then coming to this world, learning to turn, feeding bottle on his own.

Once I heard people said. When children young you got the chance to hug him for caring but by the time he grown up he hugging other and won't remember u used to hug him.

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29.10.10. Friday

2010-10-28T22:19:00.001-04:00

Dear diary

Eating myself at the canteen with one chicken glutinous rice. Feel very depress when all office is very messy. Quite disappoint with them for being selfish.

Thinking that y am I doing all these..... Maybe I treat my office As my second home so I wanna to be neat and tidy.

Really don understand y all my family member is a lazy bumbum. Want people to help them clean their backside. I already trying my best to maintain it neat and tidy le but the next moment it messy again. Really wanna to give up here.

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Location:At kallAng wAy canteen

26.10.2010

2010-10-26T07:41:00.001-04:00

Dear diary

Just surf Facebook... Someone just ask do you still text yr partner. My answer is the text to each other is getting lesser and lesser le.

Feeling the bond between us lesser and lesser too.

Busy with everything till no time stay clam to look at our inner heart whether what is our feeling.

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21.10.2010 (12.13am Thursday)

2010-10-20T12:21:00.001-04:00

Bore

Husband not back since y'day. NOt even a call from him to ask whether everything okie at home. Not even a concern words from him. Really feel dishearted with this kind of relationship and donoe if I still can hold onto it till the end.

Too tired to even think about him. People think that after married is a starting of a end of a person life and yes I do agree.

Now sleepy again and heading to my dream land.Good nite

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Location:Home

2010-10-17T09:57:00.001-04:00

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17.10.2010 sun

2010-10-17T09:55:00.001-04:00

Dear dairy

What a fast weekend... tired and getting to sleep soon.

Husband working today. I'm so bored at home. Really feeling that a weekend should be more meaningful.

However I so spend my day with my kiddo. Teaching Nicholas math and playing with my Lucas.

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2010-10-16T00:10:00.001-04:00

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16.10.2010

2010-10-15T23:46:00.001-04:00

Dear diary

I so disappointed with Nicholas. I really donoe how to teach him. A simple mathematic also don know. Is 4-1= 3 very hard to calculate???? Ask him use his finger count also don know.

Is he consider stupid??? I really feel that he really stupid. Or really must I send him to class to let teacher teach instead.

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09102010 sat

2010-10-09T02:25:00.001-04:00

Dear diary,

Lucas finally turn over success

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3.10.10 sat

2010-10-03T03:02:00.001-04:00

Preparing dinner again

Today special

Fried long bean with dried prawn

- simmer chicken with rice wine

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Location:At home

29.08.10 sun

2010-08-29T04:53:00.001-04:00

I'm so bore at home. Really sian living in a well and can't go out.

Thinking going myself but feel very lonely only me go shopping.

Whenever I see other ppl husband bring their wife kids out for outing I will be so envy them.... I really want a life which is more meaningful rather then every weekend stuck in a tiny space. I wanna go outside to see this world how big it is.

19.08.2010 thursday

2010-08-19T05:05:00.001-04:00

Little feet taken when baby lucus sleeping.

16.08.2010 Monday

2010-08-16T06:57:00.001-04:00

Dear dairy

Lucus now already 42 days old. Watching baby growing up daily is a enjoyable moment for me.

08.08.10 sunday

2010-08-08T03:28:00.001-04:00

Boring day....

Really feel lose in my life…

What my aim in my life…

A great weekend should be enjoyable spending days outings together with family but it seems that I alway spend this every precious weekend at home. I sometime think what really went wrong? Is it I marry a wrong husband or what...

I sometime envy other family husband would share and spend time with their wife and children. Cycling at beach, going to bonanic garden, shopping, jogging,watching movie and etc.....

Is it too much just to ask him spend time with us instead of everytime hearing him said the same words that busy at work...really disapointed.

30.07.2010 Friday

2010-07-30T01:58:00.001-04:00

Dear dairy

Today is my son 25th day... Everyday see him growing his face look different.

I somehw know my mil feeling... It nt she wanna to nag u but it just she care u so tell you. I do know that it ur ownself have to take care yr own body. U may feel irritated but it for yr own good.

More or less we still had to follow some old folk tale when doing the confinement.

Hee... My lucus nt only big size during born but also drink alot too... Nw every less than 2 hrs he alrdy hungry le. Haa...

20.07.2010 tue

2010-07-20T11:31:00.001-04:00

Dear dairy

Trying to make my small kid asleep. Meantime take a nice shot with Lucus.

19.07.2010 Monday

2010-07-19T04:02:00.001-04:00

Dear dairy

Often I been thinking if husband &wife together for serveral years is their relationship getting more n more better or getting worst and worst.

I donnoe what the answer? I only know that what is the best my 3 kids. Even I don have a husband also don't mind cause all along I'm been living my own world. Our conversation is getting lesser and lesser .Don really have that kind of feel as last time with him le. Talking to him made me tired. :(

18.07.2010 sunday

2010-07-19T03:50:00.001-04:00

Today my family and relative came and visit me and my baby.

16.07.2010 Friday

2010-07-15T23:33:00.001-04:00

Dear dairy

Lucas now 10days old. I treasuring every single moment with my third son.

My mil even more kanjiong then
me... Everytime he cry she will be the 1st one to come and carry my son. I scare my son will be addicted to people carrying him. Nx time if my mum or me take over to take cAre him may had a hard time.

Now I try to breastfeed my son 3 to 4 time per day just to make sure that the milk supply won't stop even it not much. Everytime when it time for milk my mil wi immediately go make milk which sometime I miss out breastfeeding him. Haiz...

14.07.2010 wed

2010-07-14T21:12:00.001-04:00

Marcus and lucus together picture. These picture taken after their school during dinner time.

14.07.2010 wednesday

2010-07-14T21:10:00.001-04:00

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Nichloas and Lucas together picture ;p

14.07.2010 wed

2010-07-13T21:35:00.001-04:00

Time pass so fast.... Lucas now already 8days old. Never thought that my pregnancy journey ended so fast. Now i see him look so alike Marcus.

Now hoping I can adapt to breastfeed my son even I can't total breastfeed him. Sometime really feel discouraging when u heard yr mil saying u don have milk then it better to feed him bottle. Now I breastfeed my son had to do it in sceret,before my son making a big cry I had to quickly close my door to feed him. Haiz.... Feeling so funny to feed my son on this way.

11.07.2010 Monday

2010-07-13T00:54:00.001-04:00

My mil helping yingzhi birthday. Feeding him with peal powder which she said it good for baby skin

12.07.2010 tue

2010-07-13T00:12:00.001-04:00

Dear dairy

Time files Lucas now 7 day old. He do look alike his two brother.

06.07.10 tue

2010-07-08T09:07:00.001-04:00

My dear lucas is born on 06.07.10 at 1938 at tmc. Wt 4230gram

03.07.10 sat

2010-07-08T03:49:00.001-04:00

This is my baby lucas still in my stomach.

29.06.2010 (tuesday)

2010-06-29T01:16:00.001-04:00

Dear Diary

Yesterday just went for my 37th Week check up again. Weight gain abit now it about 67.0kg.

Had my baby heartbeat scan too... Doctor didnt said much just ask me to come back for another review next week again.

I saw the rest of the mummy who also due soon stomach small. Not like mine, stomach like carry twin inside. Those who talk to me all said my stomach very big. But my concern is i scare hard to deliver only. Haiz.... Donoe what to do also.

21th JUNE 2010 (MONDAY)

2010-06-21T08:33:00.000-04:00

Toady went for checkup again. This week already week 36th. Less than one more month my baby is coming to this world.

Weight = 65.7kg. Gain about 1+kg weight compare than 2 weeks ago.

I alway hope that my husband can accompany me go for checkup but every time very disappointed. I alway heard him telling me he working late therefore everytime i wanna ask him to go with me but at the end these words never come out from my eye.

:( is really his work is more important than his baby coming to this world.

24.05.10 mon

2010-05-24T10:13:00.001-04:00

I love this picture i taken yesterday. Mother n son love.

23 may 10 sun.

2010-05-22T23:28:00.001-04:00

Tired sunday.. Wake up early 7plus go giant to buy gorcery with nicholas n my hb. No choice my hb gt 2 rush 2 work b4 10am. Kelian marcus cant go as he still soundly alsleep.

15.05.2010 sat

2010-05-15T03:43:00.001-04:00

Marcus playing at the playground at my sis blk downstair.

09 May 2010 Sun

2010-05-09T04:55:00.000-04:00

Dear Diary

TOday is morning day and we set off the beginning day to head to East Coast Park's Mc Donald. Been damed long time haven been there but as usual i cant move around too long.... I getting more tired and more tired.

Although i still have 2 more month to go before delivery. But now and then everyday i cant sleep well as i having body ache here and there recently. Now still walking having some diffiicult maybe is due to the pressure to my leg. I thin this shall be my last pregnancy le. Having baby is ready very tired job. Although i like children but it really a tough journey.

Now and then im planning to set a company but recently these few week really don have time to plan it. Hopefully i can get this done on the next following week

Planning for next week to get my hair cut. Maybe this time i shall cut my hair shorter abit as i had been having long hair for donkey year. Maybe try something new hair style also a good start of my new life.

06.05.10 thur

2010-05-05T19:43:00.001-04:00

7 plus am.. Bo liao so took photo with my two cute boi. Oh dear it seem that my face is getting rounder n rounder. Hee.. Hopefully i deliver i can regain my usuav weight back.

05.05.10 wed

2010-05-05T09:31:00.001-04:00

Hmm.. Recently my son very engross with his gameboy. Beginning i thought he wont know how to play but look like my worry is nothing.

03 may 2010 monday

2010-05-02T23:25:00.001-04:00

Brand new day for the mth of may..timd files stil gt 2 more mth till my edd. Last week is really a fufil week. Saturday went watch night movie wif my husband. Yday just went 2 chose a omega watch. That real x u noe.i thinking chosing 1k plus watch i alrdy vary happi le but the cheapest also need 2k++. My mum ask me to take the 6k but i noe if i chose dat watch im going 2 be sleepless n guilty for several days. I at the end chosen the 3k one, my husband sponser 1k for mi.

27.04.10 tue

2010-04-26T22:44:00.001-04:00

Finally all my blood test over.. Had my breakfast at mt a canteen. I order mee siam and hot milo. The mee siam here is great n when ever i come here i will definate order this. After my breakfast i need to go see dr ho 2 read my test result. Hopefully everything going to be alright.

26.04.10

2010-04-26T09:46:00.001-04:00

Tml going for blood test le.. Nurse had instruct me nil by mouth after 10pm. Sian lor had to take 3 blood test at 1hr interval. That mean 8am to 12pm i cant eat leh. I sure hungry till buay dahan one. So i 9plus pm take some chocolate milk with cocoa crunch with my medicine 2 fill up my stomach