My Secret Diary 我的秘密日记
God is good to me. He take away the bad things from me and give me a new life again.
Thursday, September 1, 2022
Tuesday, August 30, 2022
28/08/22 星期天
8月28号,这一天是我人生中的低潮
不愿意发生的事都在这一天发生了
一直以来都觉得是我多心但是女人的第六感真的应时这一切.
当你枕边的人背叛你时我的心都好想被几千几剑插进胸口里。心都没力跳动起来了。
我还要经历过两次同样的命运。算命的真的说的我很准,她成经跟我说过要我等到42岁后才结婚不然我的婚姻会有不好的事情但就是我不听在前年又在次跳进婚姻的坟墓。果然如此。今年就是我42岁。可能我听的话就或许不要结婚去了。又不会在让我在一次经历过我8年前所经历的事。
现在的我是不是被天上的神仙处罚着。要我承受是两次心裂肺的情景。
我昨夜没睡,脑子里一直在转六角尖。到今晚还是一样。此刻的心情还是没办法平复下来。
我想我也只好认命算了。
Sunday, June 19, 2022
Friday, April 15, 2022
15 April 22 Friday
Today is a Good Friday and also public holiday
Been a very long time never update my blog.
Recently busy in between work and home made my life so tight up and stress. There is no time for myself at all.
My life is all occupied by work and family. Reach home still need to handle housework and children matter. Been thinking whether to give up my work and take a short break.
Recently my husband also busy open and handling food stall and also no time for me too.
The stress of work keep making me palpation of my heartbeat. And sometime shortness of breathe. I keep having endless work to do till I felt life is not meaningful at all.
I been trying IVF for the 3rd time and keep failing. I not sure I still have the courage to try one more time as my age is getting up. With all the disappointment I still have to keep telling myself that I will succeed one day or soonest.
Sometime I feel that hiding at home is the best place for me to stay. All the sadness I had to keep inside my heart ❤️..
PEACE ✌️
Thursday, December 16, 2021
I Hate Year 2021
Year 2021 is really my bad year for me
Alot of misunderstanding
Alot of quarrel
Alot times of failure
Alot of work stress
Alot of insecure of life
I just wanna to end this 2021 immediately.
God please let me be happier in YEAR 2022
Wednesday, November 24, 2021
人生感言 24/11/2021
Friday, October 1, 2021
十月的新的一天
每一天都是忙忙碌碌的过着。疫情的关系也不能踏出新家坡。也只能乖乖得在原地也不敢随随便便乱乱跑怕中COVID那就头痛了。
最近的我和老公都在为我们的F&B忙。开了两间小店在咖啡店里。一间卖鱼汤,另一间卖着mookata loklok。每一个细节都得自己摸索。
疫情当下,要做吃的也不容易。但是我们会好好的加油的。只要你东西是好吃的不怕没人来光顾。
Monday, September 20, 2021
发白日梦
如果你身边有人很喜欢发梦你会怎么做?
是跟他讲实话还是不闻不问呢?
跟他讲实话他会觉得你在泼他冷水。
不和他讲又不想他陷入幻想里。
活在21世纪的我,也活在这地球🌍40有年
看过许多奇奇怪怪的人,骗子也多,多面具的人也多,但是要找一个真心朋友也难。所以我才不怎么会跟人交心。可悲可悲。
Tuesday, August 24, 2021
邪恶的人心
这个世界充满了邪恶的人心。
身边的朋友被人玩了,真觉得他很可怜。
原本是讲要有个做生意的人要买下他渔场。但是他们厉害买了我朋友的心慢慢的将他公司的底摸得一清而楚。
这些奸商给你制造美丽的梦让你陷下去,带他去他美丽的洋房给你羡慕他拥有所用。跟你讲了长远大计说什么他要把公司搞上市。 慢慢的得到你的信任之后将你公司的底摸得一清二楚把你的供应商和顾客群僚如执掌之后就篇了一场舞台剧和外人串通好说有一群人要买下他的渔场所以他要退出让给他们。
这个故事要告诉你,不要被所看的和听给诱惑跟蒙蔽你的心。