18.07.2010 sunday

Today my family and relative came and visit me and my baby.

16.07.2010 Friday

Dear dairy

Lucas now 10days old. I treasuring every single moment with my third son.

My mil even more kanjiong then
me... Everytime he cry she will be the 1st one to come and carry my son. I scare my son will be addicted to people carrying him. Nx time if my mum or me take over to take cAre him may had a hard time.

Now I try to breastfeed my son 3 to 4 time per day just to make sure that the milk supply won't stop even it not much. Everytime when it time for milk my mil wi immediately go make milk which sometime I miss out breastfeeding him. Haiz...

14.07.2010 wed

Marcus and lucus together picture. These picture taken after their school during dinner time.

14.07.2010 wednesday

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Nichloas and Lucas together picture ;p

14.07.2010 wed

Time pass so fast.... Lucas now already 8days old. Never thought that my pregnancy journey ended so fast. Now i see him look so alike Marcus.

Now hoping I can adapt to breastfeed my son even I can't total breastfeed him. Sometime really feel discouraging when u heard yr mil saying u don have milk then it better to feed him bottle. Now I breastfeed my son had to do it in sceret,before my son making a big cry I had to quickly close my door to feed him. Haiz.... Feeling so funny to feed my son on this way.

12.07.2010 tue

Dear dairy

Time files Lucas now 7 day old. He do look alike his two brother.

06.07.10 tue

My dear lucas is born on 06.07.10 at 1938 at tmc. Wt 4230gram

03.07.10 sat

This is my baby lucas still in my stomach.

29.06.2010 (tuesday)

Dear Diary

Yesterday just went for my 37th Week check up again. Weight gain abit now it about 67.0kg.

Had my baby heartbeat scan too... Doctor didnt said much just ask me to come back for another review next week again.

I saw the rest of the mummy who also due soon stomach small. Not like mine, stomach like carry twin inside. Those who talk to me all said my stomach very big. But my concern is i scare hard to deliver only. Haiz.... Donoe what to do also.

21th JUNE 2010 (MONDAY)

Toady went for checkup again. This week already week 36th. Less than one more month my baby is coming to this world.

Weight = 65.7kg. Gain about 1+kg weight compare than 2 weeks ago.

I alway hope that my husband can accompany me go for checkup but every time very disappointed. I alway heard him telling me he working late therefore everytime i wanna ask him to go with me but at the end these words never come out from my eye.

:( is really his work is more important than his baby coming to this world.