Monday morning.
Still cant get over, still feel devastated but i tell myself to be strong.
I just have to keep everything to myself cause i know if my husband know i still cant get over it may also sad.
Today is his birthday and i thought if really i am pregnant this time this shall be the best birthday gift for him. But i know i had disappointed him already.
Really don't know what if the 2nd IVF try outcome will be the same as first time. :(
Today went to KK for blood test to test for pregnancy early morning 7.30am
After my blood test done nurse had told me to go back home to wait for their call in the afternoon.
Actually I had a bad feeling these few days as my period actually start coming after embryo transfer on the 7th days.
And indeed the nurse call me this afternoon and told me that the blood test result is out and i am not pregnant. When i heard about this news, my brain actually stop running for a while. What the nurse told me after i didnt even listening.
Nurse then told me to come for another consultation review by the doctor on the next month which is about one month later from today.
I felt sad about it this whole afternoon and didnt know what to do after that. But lucky my husband told me it is ok we can try again another round. But to me i really cannot stand the disappointment again if another round of IVF fail again.
Cross my hand and wish me good luck for the next round.
To all IVF warriors. I really salute you all women who undergo this journey
It is really a very tedious and tiring journey. Countless of needle shot and ultrasound scanning really drain me out. . It seem like hospital is my 2nd home. Almost everyday need to report there and spends almost half days waiting time for scanning, reviewing of doctor and collection of medicine.
But tomorrow is the day for the retrieval of egg and i am so excited for the day to come. Which mean I closer to the day to transfer the embryos to my body.
Wake up late night yesterday and discover having swollen eye. “It really very swollen on my right eye, till I can’t really open up my eye”
Went to wash it with running tap water and hope it get better.
Haa...haa.. my husband said help me go 7 eleven to buy the Eye drop for me. Actually I think there is no need to buy as I Guess the swollen will just go away itself.
But ending up we went to the nearby shop to get one.
工厂也真的卖了，也就是说我们又要搬家了了。
他去世有16年了，这还是头一次出现我梦里。
我并没和他多说，只是差身而过叫了他一下。
我是知道他过世了，叫了他一声就便匆匆走掉。
哈哈，我 想可能去买一下真字了。
