Dear dairy
Today nicholas went for hernia surgery. Although it a small surgery but i could feel the knife cut inside me too. We waited for serveral then it our turn. The surgery take about 45 min to complete. Nicholas temper is just like me, he keep on crying and shouting after he wake up. I also donoe what he wanted from us also. After we done the discharge finally around 4pm we settle at my mum hse for dinner.
I glad all these is over already. i try my very best to take care and protect my both son don let them go throught all this again. In this day surgery i had lose a very precious life in the theatre and i swear i wont go through all this again. Love u my dear angle baby.
Monday, July 28, 2008
Friday, July 25, 2008
25.07.2008 (friday)
Busy day
Donoe why my work keep piling up and just cant finish. Sometime i even think to come back work on weekend but time don permit to do so.
Had some quarel with my husband. He told me y so attitude today. Wow baing i today just feel tired and don wanna talk to him mah and said me attitude problem. But after we cool down abit then we okie le. We later on meet to have lunch together. i even brought the pineapple from the fruit stall to cook soup for tomorrow dinner. Hmm first time trying to cook bitter gourd and pinapple soup donoe noce or not.
Now 6 plus le waiting for yuan to fetch me. haiz.. one week gone again. soo fast.
Donoe why my work keep piling up and just cant finish. Sometime i even think to come back work on weekend but time don permit to do so.
Had some quarel with my husband. He told me y so attitude today. Wow baing i today just feel tired and don wanna talk to him mah and said me attitude problem. But after we cool down abit then we okie le. We later on meet to have lunch together. i even brought the pineapple from the fruit stall to cook soup for tomorrow dinner. Hmm first time trying to cook bitter gourd and pinapple soup donoe noce or not.
Now 6 plus le waiting for yuan to fetch me. haiz.. one week gone again. soo fast.
Thursday, July 24, 2008
24.07.2008 (thursday)
sick since last saturday, feel helpless as i had no one to depend. I had to take care myself. I would be glad my husband don need me to take care him. He ask me wanna see doctor but the problem is i where got time to see. I sick so many day later then said to me no meaning already.
I happi he would help me take care of this hse but so disappointed that he didnt help me at all. He sometime say i am lazy but i think he more lazy then me. When can have my own life back.
Now to me if his boss wanna ask him go oversea to work i wont even stop him cause maybe if he oversea i can my own kind of life back. I no need to restrict myself on anything i just that my son with me would be a difficult.
What is life? i also donoe.
From baby to kids then to sch later go work and get married. Got family then kids and later when kids grow up and we wait to dead. All this process seem very fast cause each stage seem to short.Why human being can only live 80plus . If we given 200years is good enough for us to plan our own things. And we can enjoy life for many years before we are gone in this world.
I happi he would help me take care of this hse but so disappointed that he didnt help me at all. He sometime say i am lazy but i think he more lazy then me. When can have my own life back.
Now to me if his boss wanna ask him go oversea to work i wont even stop him cause maybe if he oversea i can my own kind of life back. I no need to restrict myself on anything i just that my son with me would be a difficult.
What is life? i also donoe.
From baby to kids then to sch later go work and get married. Got family then kids and later when kids grow up and we wait to dead. All this process seem very fast cause each stage seem to short.Why human being can only live 80plus . If we given 200years is good enough for us to plan our own things. And we can enjoy life for many years before we are gone in this world.
Thursday, July 17, 2008
17th July 2008 (Thursday)
Back from taiwan and this trip pis quite enjoyable. I love those natually place which can see alot of water and mountain. This trip somehow let our relationship more better than last time espcially he heard what the fenshui master said that i will bring fortune to him and he treat me even more better. Hee.....
Y'day went to buy 4D and strike for consulation price although it nt much but i so happi cause this is my 1st time strike consulation price. Maybe izz because of the the lucky pendant which i holding now as some said that holding them would bring u luck. Donoe izz concidence......
Y'day went to buy 4D and strike for consulation price although it nt much but i so happi cause this is my 1st time strike consulation price. Maybe izz because of the the lucky pendant which i holding now as some said that holding them would bring u luck. Donoe izz concidence......
Friday, July 4, 2008
04th July 2008
We had cold war.
He came to fetch me around 5pm and waiting for me at the office. While waiting for me I saw him deleted a msg which i know is her colleague send her. He so scare i see that and immediately deleted it even though it abt work. And say he don wanna bother her so deleted it. I said him y so act act and wanted him to let me see his phone and he nt happy about it. I return him the phone by throwing it lightly onto the table and me just walk off. He so unhappy and throw his phone on me two time.
If their nothing y he so scare see his phone. He even simply deleted the number in his contact although i don know. I somehow really don understand him at all. Actually i don feel like going to holiday with him at all cause i really don have the mood for that.
Everything is his decision and i had no say at all. I request to go on August and he insist July. I don like wear sport shoe and he buy for me. Although it nike shoe but i don really like those shoe on me. So x. I prefer sandal shoe than this. Go outside eat also his say oni. He almost everytime go eat is Saka Sushi. I use to like to eat that very much now going there is so sian also.
Sometime i feel that is that life that i had to live on for the rest of my life. Can't i deserve a better treat.
He came to fetch me around 5pm and waiting for me at the office. While waiting for me I saw him deleted a msg which i know is her colleague send her. He so scare i see that and immediately deleted it even though it abt work. And say he don wanna bother her so deleted it. I said him y so act act and wanted him to let me see his phone and he nt happy about it. I return him the phone by throwing it lightly onto the table and me just walk off. He so unhappy and throw his phone on me two time.
If their nothing y he so scare see his phone. He even simply deleted the number in his contact although i don know. I somehow really don understand him at all. Actually i don feel like going to holiday with him at all cause i really don have the mood for that.
Everything is his decision and i had no say at all. I request to go on August and he insist July. I don like wear sport shoe and he buy for me. Although it nike shoe but i don really like those shoe on me. So x. I prefer sandal shoe than this. Go outside eat also his say oni. He almost everytime go eat is Saka Sushi. I use to like to eat that very much now going there is so sian also.
Sometime i feel that is that life that i had to live on for the rest of my life. Can't i deserve a better treat.
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