Monday morning.
Still cant get over, still feel devastated but i tell myself to be strong.
I just have to keep everything to myself cause i know if my husband know i still cant get over it may also sad.
Today is his birthday and i thought if really i am pregnant this time this shall be the best birthday gift for him. But i know i had disappointed him already.
Really don't know what if the 2nd IVF try outcome will be the same as first time. :(
Today went to KK for blood test to test for pregnancy early morning 7.30am
After my blood test done nurse had told me to go back home to wait for their call in the afternoon.
Actually I had a bad feeling these few days as my period actually start coming after embryo transfer on the 7th days.
And indeed the nurse call me this afternoon and told me that the blood test result is out and i am not pregnant. When i heard about this news, my brain actually stop running for a while. What the nurse told me after i didnt even listening.
Nurse then told me to come for another consultation review by the doctor on the next month which is about one month later from today.
I felt sad about it this whole afternoon and didnt know what to do after that. But lucky my husband told me it is ok we can try again another round. But to me i really cannot stand the disappointment again if another round of IVF fail again.
Cross my hand and wish me good luck for the next round.
