I Hate Year 2021

 Year 2021 is really my bad year for me

Alot of misunderstanding

Alot of quarrel 

Alot times of failure

Alot of work stress

Alot of insecure of life

I just wanna to end this 2021 immediately.

God please let me be happier in YEAR 2022

人生感言 24/11/2021

 

做人没必要处处为人着想， 因为现代的人不想从前，处处只为自己的利益而活。

他们不会感激为了他/她做了什么反而会像小人在你背后嚼舌根

这也包括亲人， 朋友和同事。

你过得消委好一些他们就心里不平衡。

所以我们管好自己的人生就好

无需让外人甚至周边的人知道你的好和坏 

做人也多多为自己着想，做的工，赚得钱，自己享受是天经地一。

不要带着感情来做事，对谁都好太过仁慈也只会让他们理所当然。

自己辛苦只有自己知道， 外人是感受不到也没办法来帮你一把。

也不要勉强自己带一个大头帽。

Moral of the story

对别人的残忍就是对自己宽恕

十月的新的一天

 

时间真的过的太快了。一转眼就10月1日了

每一天都是忙忙碌碌的过着。疫情的关系也不能踏出新家坡。也只能乖乖得在原地也不敢随随便便乱乱跑怕中COVID那就头痛了。

最近的我和老公都在为我们的F&B忙。开了两间小店在咖啡店里。一间卖鱼汤，另一间卖着mookata loklok。每一个细节都得自己摸索。

疫情当下，要做吃的也不容易。但是我们会好好的加油的。只要你东西是好吃的不怕没人来光顾。

发白日梦

 如果你身边有人很喜欢发梦你会怎么做？

是跟他讲实话还是不闻不问呢？

跟他讲实话他会觉得你在泼他冷水。

不和他讲又不想他陷入幻想里。

活在21世纪的我，也活在这地球🌍40有年

看过许多奇奇怪怪的人，骗子也多，多面具的人也多，但是要找一个真心朋友也难。所以我才不怎么会跟人交心。可悲可悲。

邪恶的人心

 这个世界充满了邪恶的人心。

身边的朋友被人玩了，真觉得他很可怜。

原本是讲要有个做生意的人要买下他渔场。但是他们厉害买了我朋友的心慢慢的将他公司的底摸得一清而楚。

这些奸商给你制造美丽的梦让你陷下去，带他去他美丽的洋房给你羡慕他拥有所用。跟你讲了长远大计说什么他要把公司搞上市。 慢慢的得到你的信任之后将你公司的底摸得一清二楚把你的供应商和顾客群僚如执掌之后就篇了一场舞台剧和外人串通好说有一群人要买下他的渔场所以他要退出让给他们。

这个故事要告诉你，不要被所看的和听给诱惑跟蒙蔽你的心。

人的面具🎭

 每一个人都是带着个几副面具🎭来待人。

有几个人包括你身边人是真心待你的。

全部都在看你演出的一台戏而已。

你呢？ 你有几副面具。但你的面具一层一层的给人掀开时会不会觉得很无助和恐惧。

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19/07/2021

 Monday morning.

Still cant get over, still feel devastated  but i tell myself to be strong.

I just have to keep everything to myself cause i know if my husband know i still cant get over it may also sad.

Today is his birthday and i thought if really i am pregnant this time this shall be the best birthday gift for him. But i know i had disappointed him already.

Really don't know what if the 2nd IVF try outcome will be the same as first time. :(

  

01st Time of IVF Failed

 Today went to KK for blood test to test for pregnancy early morning 7.30am

After my blood test done nurse had told me to go back home to wait for their call in the afternoon.

Actually I had a bad feeling these few days as my period actually start coming after embryo transfer on the 7th days.

And indeed the nurse call me this afternoon and told me that the blood test result is out and i am not pregnant. When i heard about this news, my brain actually stop running for a while. What the nurse told me after i didnt even listening. 

Nurse then told me to come for another consultation review by the doctor on the next month which is about one month later from today.

I felt sad about it this whole afternoon and didnt know what to do after that. But lucky my husband told me it is ok we can try again another round. But to me i really cannot stand the disappointment again if another round of IVF fail again.

Cross my hand and wish me good luck for the next round.   

My IVF journey 2021

 To all IVF warriors. I really salute you all women who undergo this journey 

It is really a very tedious and tiring journey. Countless of needle shot and ultrasound scanning really drain me out. . It seem like hospital is my 2nd home. Almost everyday need to report there and spends almost half days waiting time for scanning, reviewing of doctor and collection of medicine. 

But tomorrow is the day for the retrieval of egg and i am so excited for the day to come. Which mean I closer to the day to transfer the embryos to my body. 

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Rico Rico

 

A lazy Sunday

 

Just a another lazy Sunday 

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