1/9/22

 

现在想问下意见长发还是短发好看

都是敷衍分的答案

28/08/22 星期天

 8月28号，这一天是我人生中的低潮

不愿意发生的事都在这一天发生了

一直以来都觉得是我多心但是女人的第六感真的应时这一切.

当你枕边的人背叛你时我的心都好想被几千几剑插进胸口里。心都没力跳动起来了。

我还要经历过两次同样的命运。算命的真的说的我很准，她成经跟我说过要我等到42岁后才结婚不然我的婚姻会有不好的事情但就是我不听在前年又在次跳进婚姻的坟墓。果然如此。今年就是我42岁。可能我听的话就或许不要结婚去了。又不会在让我在一次经历过我8年前所经历的事。

现在的我是不是被天上的神仙处罚着。要我承受是两次心裂肺的情景。

我昨夜没睡，脑子里一直在转六角尖。到今晚还是一样。此刻的心情还是没办法平复下来。

我想我也只好认命算了。

19/06/22 Saturday

Went to jewel to catch a movie with the kiddo

Jurassic world 

15 April 22 Friday

 

Today is a Good Friday and also public holiday 

Been a very long time never update my blog.

Recently busy in between work and home made my life so tight up and stress. There is no time for myself at all.

My life is all occupied by work and family. Reach home still need to handle housework and children matter. Been thinking whether to give up my work and take a short break.

Recently my husband also busy open and handling food stall and also no time for me too.

The stress of work keep making me palpation of my heartbeat. And sometime shortness of breathe. I keep having endless work to do till I felt life is not meaningful at all.

I been trying IVF for the 3rd time and keep failing. I not sure I still have the courage to try one more time as my age is getting up. With all the disappointment I still have to keep telling myself that I will succeed one day or soonest. 

Sometime I feel that hiding at home is the best place for me to stay. All the sadness I had to keep inside my heart ❤️..

PEACE ✌️