31.08.08(sunday)

Final make our move a shift the bed 2 nx rm.although the nx rm is abit small but being nic own good we hav no choice but 2 follow dat fengshui master say.our nx target is 2 renovate our living rm.

30.08.08(saturday)

After dinner we went 2 changi ter walk walk.manage 2 see one sia aeroplane..hee...see marcus so happi

21.08.08

Just bath my marcus at my mum bathroom..look at him he so happi playin with the water

18082ΘΘ8(monday):-*

Haa...nìce pic taken by mi. Time really fly,marcus going 2 be one yr old n nicholas three and half yr old..i somehw cant believe my own eye dat i actually have 2 baobei son nw. I thought of planning a gal in next five yr time.hee..

17082008(sun)

Taken when he asleep.. See he so sound asleep.. Good nite my dear.. Mum also wanna sleep too

12.08.2008 (Tuesday)

Dear dairy

But after back home is really damed tired, i just simply lie down on bed and knock off already.

I somwhow really donoe how to take care of nicholas because he very naughty. I sometime really don understand y he behavior so..... I reallyb hope he really can behave himself abit i don wanna him everyday bring trouble and make noise when he outside.

As for marcus as usual so obedience and good to take care. It so opposite to his brother character.

08.08.08

Takin the 1st pic wif my new camera

28.07.2008 (monday)

Dear dairy

Today nicholas went for hernia surgery. Although it a small surgery but i could feel the knife cut inside me too. We waited for serveral then it our turn. The surgery take about 45 min to complete. Nicholas temper is just like me, he keep on crying and shouting after he wake up. I also donoe what he wanted from us also. After we done the discharge finally around 4pm we settle at my mum hse for dinner.

I glad all these is over already. i try my very best to take care and protect my both son don let them go throught all this again. In this day surgery i had lose a very precious life in the theatre and i swear i wont go through all this again. Love u my dear angle baby.

25.07.2008 (friday)

Busy day

Donoe why my work keep piling up and just cant finish. Sometime i even think to come back work on weekend but time don permit to do so.

Had some quarel with my husband. He told me y so attitude today. Wow baing i today just feel tired and don wanna talk to him mah and said me attitude problem. But after we cool down abit then we okie le. We later on meet to have lunch together. i even brought the pineapple from the fruit stall to cook soup for tomorrow dinner. Hmm first time trying to cook bitter gourd and pinapple soup donoe noce or not.

Now 6 plus le waiting for yuan to fetch me. haiz.. one week gone again. soo fast.

24.07.2008 (thursday)

sick since last saturday, feel helpless as i had no one to depend. I had to take care myself. I would be glad my husband don need me to take care him. He ask me wanna see doctor but the problem is i where got time to see. I sick so many day later then said to me no meaning already.

I happi he would help me take care of this hse but so disappointed that he didnt help me at all. He sometime say i am lazy but i think he more lazy then me. When can have my own life back.
Now to me if his boss wanna ask him go oversea to work i wont even stop him cause maybe if he oversea i can my own kind of life back. I no need to restrict myself on anything i just that my son with me would be a difficult.

What is life? i also donoe.

From baby to kids then to sch later go work and get married. Got family then kids and later when kids grow up and we wait to dead. All this process seem very fast cause each stage seem to short.Why human being can only live 80plus . If we given 200years is good enough for us to plan our own things. And we can enjoy life for many years before we are gone in this world.