27.09.08(sat)

Look at marcus, he snatching nicholas's milk packet. I chase tis little child frm dinning rm to the end of the kitchen.B-)

26.09.08

Yesterday went 2 nic open hse 4 their peformance 4 speech n drama. I so touch when seeing yr own son peforming alhough it just a half hr play... I really donne hw 2 descibe this kind of feeling.

19.09.08-saturday

Dear dairy

bad mood and moody today. Life is very short so i often think that we should live more lifely but i often think my life suck. Every weekend seem to at jail cant go out and had to take care of those 2 rascal and pile of hsework. Even go out is just buy some gocery thing and food more dinner.

I wonder y should i get married. Life is so meainingless after married and so stress also. I don have a parent that care about me. I don have a husband that we can have communicate and have same thinking. I don really understand him as i have noway can know when he trueful to me. When his words and real and when is fake. Feel really unsercure with him at all time.

I really wanna be with a man that can give me secureity and xin ling xiang tong man... I still waiting for this to happen.... Maybe i had to wait to grow old till dead already.

Im so BORE BORE BORE.

14.09.08(sunday)

2day is chong jiu jie but seem weather not that goom... No moonlight at all...it a vary sad thing dat i 2dae got 2 spend my day with my both son, he working 2nite again... Anyone know the story of chong jiu jie? It came from zhu yuan zhang where he set the date of lunar 15 of august n put note on mooncake n pass all msg 2 his people n declare war.he finally sucuess n set u ming dynasty.

13.09.08(sat)

Look at my 2 prince.so enjoyable n relax watchin their favourite cartoon. Finally, another weekend come again, had 2 tidy up my messy home again. Sometime i felt that i rather my husband work then stayin at hm. Alrdy 30yr old when sick donoe take care of himself...he sick he gt mi 2 take care but wat about mi? If i sick i had 2 rely on myself loh. Felt really unfair 2 mi.:@

7.09.08(sunday)

Sunday nite nw, a vary busy weekend 2 mi...yesterday went 2 my xiaogu chalet 2 celebrate marcus 1st birthday. Finaly i gt the chance 2 rest after all my hardwork. As a mother of both son i just hope they all stay healthy n happi as they grow up.