Dear Diary
I donoe what happening to me. I actually beat up both of my son yesterday. I felt that that is not me, i beat them till nicholas mouth swollen and his back is all red. I also actually slap my marcus also.
I keep vent all my anger to them i also donoe why? I often think that this is not my life, i shouldnt living in this kind of life. A great weekend i should be happily spending the time outside shopping or walk walk. My life is just suck. Endless household work without even my husband helping me around.
I felt regret of what i had done to my son. I even think that all my miserable is because of my stupid husband. It all his fault. He simply work and work and place this family second place. He eimpl treat me like a maid and i wont treat him good either. Since he beat me the 1st time i felt that i can also do this to my son alway. I donoe y i had this kind of thinking. It a terrible mistake and thought.
Stay alway from my and my son life. You are not a good husband and daddy.
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