God is good to me. He take away the bad things from me and give me a new life again.
Tuesday, December 22, 2009
Sunday, December 20, 2009
20th Dec 2009 (Sunday)
Dear Diary
BEen a hard time these 2 months... I pregnant now. Been nausea and tired almost all time. I almost everyweekend laid on bed like a patient waiting to dead like that.
This 3rd baby is giving me tourture. This is my last one which i going to have it and that it. 3 baby is a blessful to me already. I now hoping all this quickly end and i don have to go thought all again
Lucky my husband hire me a maid to help me do hsehold or not i don think hold onto it.
BEen a hard time these 2 months... I pregnant now. Been nausea and tired almost all time. I almost everyweekend laid on bed like a patient waiting to dead like that.
This 3rd baby is giving me tourture. This is my last one which i going to have it and that it. 3 baby is a blessful to me already. I now hoping all this quickly end and i don have to go thought all again
Lucky my husband hire me a maid to help me do hsehold or not i don think hold onto it.
Wednesday, November 4, 2009
04.11.2009 Wed
Dear Diary
Terrious day, very tired after working. So hot after seeing my hse light on again, fan on too.
My god, why my hb simply don help me to see around. I really donoe why i had to get up every 6plus to pack their bag, change their clothing, iron clothes and my hb just simple go bath, change clothes and come her hair. AFter that didnt even don simple help me to see whether anything still to do or not.
Y i so pai mia
Terrious day, very tired after working. So hot after seeing my hse light on again, fan on too.
My god, why my hb simply don help me to see around. I really donoe why i had to get up every 6plus to pack their bag, change their clothing, iron clothes and my hb just simple go bath, change clothes and come her hair. AFter that didnt even don simple help me to see whether anything still to do or not.
Y i so pai mia
Monday, November 2, 2009
Sunday, October 25, 2009
Wednesday, October 21, 2009
Friday, October 16, 2009
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
Monday, October 12, 2009
12.10.2009 (Monday)
Monday Blue
No mood of working.. thinking asking have lunch with my husband but everytime he said is bus busy busy.. I think he eat with other girl is more frequent then me.Made me sooo mad about him... I sometime also don feel like sleeping with him in a same bed. I rather sleep with my kids then him
Really don understand why guy keep want me to nag at them. In other hand they would find wife naggy but they just don do thing automatically. He should know one whole house a women is unable to finish in 2 weekend one. He busy with work so am i. So why is it that i had to scream at him them they would do something.
A little work everyday made a great different. I sometime feel so "Cake sim" staying at home alway have endless job at home.
Really feel not worth it to have this kind of life. Kids made me crazy when they are naughty.
No mood of working.. thinking asking have lunch with my husband but everytime he said is bus busy busy.. I think he eat with other girl is more frequent then me.Made me sooo mad about him... I sometime also don feel like sleeping with him in a same bed. I rather sleep with my kids then him
Really don understand why guy keep want me to nag at them. In other hand they would find wife naggy but they just don do thing automatically. He should know one whole house a women is unable to finish in 2 weekend one. He busy with work so am i. So why is it that i had to scream at him them they would do something.
A little work everyday made a great different. I sometime feel so "Cake sim" staying at home alway have endless job at home.
Really feel not worth it to have this kind of life. Kids made me crazy when they are naughty.
Saturday, October 10, 2009
Friday, October 2, 2009
Wednesday, September 23, 2009
Monday, September 21, 2009
Friday, September 11, 2009
11.09.2009 (Friday)
Dear diary
It a weekend again.... busy day again.. endless work .
Maybe tml got to work again as i still got some minor project still yet finish. Need to rush as next week need to hand over to client for exportation to oversea.
Really find hard to do all my things and my stupid account still push work to me. Walow she can somemore said doctor said her she is stress with her work. If she really busy with her work she still can see newspaper near 9am and off sharp at 5.30pm.
She really too cunning.. if really we found a new office i got to ask my dad to recruit new accountant assistant to take over my work load so as to take away her work also.
It a weekend again.... busy day again.. endless work .
Maybe tml got to work again as i still got some minor project still yet finish. Need to rush as next week need to hand over to client for exportation to oversea.
Really find hard to do all my things and my stupid account still push work to me. Walow she can somemore said doctor said her she is stress with her work. If she really busy with her work she still can see newspaper near 9am and off sharp at 5.30pm.
She really too cunning.. if really we found a new office i got to ask my dad to recruit new accountant assistant to take over my work load so as to take away her work also.
Sunday, September 6, 2009
06.09.2009 (Sunday)
Dear Diary
Im been busy today with all the preparation work for the celebration of Yingle birhday. Lucky my dear hb help me alot or else i think i cant make it.
The whole morning been at Giant buy the steamboat food and also cake for Xiaole,althought HB working tonite but he still willingly to help me prepare and also help me fetch my Ah ma to my hse.
Today most of my relative and my parenat come to my hse for steambboat except for my dad, he the last one to reach...heeee too bad we had finished our dinner and cutting cake already. We manage to cut the cake together B4 my hb went off to work .As for my dad he bring along a very big motorbike to my hse. Both my son all very excited when they see it. All snatching for the bike no choice had to lock it in the toy room 1st or not both of them would cry and scream like hell.
Haaa.... after all the tired work finally got time watching the Taiwan Show" Xin Guang Da Dao" Today show very exciting, CHen ZHiyang and Cai Ai Jia really PK the others, Really proud of them as represent our country. Hopefully you can sucess next round. "Jia You ...Jia you.. Jia You.."
Im been busy today with all the preparation work for the celebration of Yingle birhday. Lucky my dear hb help me alot or else i think i cant make it.
The whole morning been at Giant buy the steamboat food and also cake for Xiaole,althought HB working tonite but he still willingly to help me prepare and also help me fetch my Ah ma to my hse.
Today most of my relative and my parenat come to my hse for steambboat except for my dad, he the last one to reach...heeee too bad we had finished our dinner and cutting cake already. We manage to cut the cake together B4 my hb went off to work .As for my dad he bring along a very big motorbike to my hse. Both my son all very excited when they see it. All snatching for the bike no choice had to lock it in the toy room 1st or not both of them would cry and scream like hell.
Haaa.... after all the tired work finally got time watching the Taiwan Show" Xin Guang Da Dao" Today show very exciting, CHen ZHiyang and Cai Ai Jia really PK the others, Really proud of them as represent our country. Hopefully you can sucess next round. "Jia You ...Jia you.. Jia You.."
Wednesday, September 2, 2009
02.09.09 (Wednesday)
Dear diary
Wednesday afternoon, busy now calculation salary of our worker.
Just had lunch with both my sister at Geylang malay stall. As for my both son still the same as usual naughty and mischievious. I really donoe how to teach this Nicholas getting bad to worst. Still undecisive whether want nicholas to take the piano course???
Wednesday afternoon, busy now calculation salary of our worker.
Just had lunch with both my sister at Geylang malay stall. As for my both son still the same as usual naughty and mischievious. I really donoe how to teach this Nicholas getting bad to worst. Still undecisive whether want nicholas to take the piano course???
Monday, August 31, 2009
31 AUG 09 (MONDAY)
Dear Diary
Today abit sick again... i guess but be last time im sick not fully recover so now recurrent again.
These few day watching Run JinTian and Cheng QiaoEn " Min Zhong Zhu Ding Wo Ai Ni". So deeply in luv this drama. See the silly chen xing yi and rich xiaogai chun xi match is sooo wonderful. I wonder is there such a charcter in this world. Nowaday no one would tell you about romanace or love. All is about work + do hsework + take care children...
Now i don wish much just i hope my son can learn piano and play in front of me i would be very touch already. I often dream that my both my son one play piano and one play violin and i sit on a armchair enjoy listen to their music. When can this dream come true?
Today abit sick again... i guess but be last time im sick not fully recover so now recurrent again.
These few day watching Run JinTian and Cheng QiaoEn " Min Zhong Zhu Ding Wo Ai Ni". So deeply in luv this drama. See the silly chen xing yi and rich xiaogai chun xi match is sooo wonderful. I wonder is there such a charcter in this world. Nowaday no one would tell you about romanace or love. All is about work + do hsework + take care children...
Now i don wish much just i hope my son can learn piano and play in front of me i would be very touch already. I often dream that my both my son one play piano and one play violin and i sit on a armchair enjoy listen to their music. When can this dream come true?
Monday, August 24, 2009
Sunday, August 23, 2009
23.08.09 sunday
dear diary
SUnday again.... alone at home again with my sons. Today i went to the idobay forum again. Seen the lost of angle section, i sudden think of my lose baby which i lose last year march 13th.
AT that time i really hoping my husband support me to have this baby even thought it too fast after i give birth marcus. But to my disappointment my husband don even wanted this baby and keep pushing me to see docor to take away it. WHenever i think about this it make me cry, i feel so guilty to let go of this baby.
SUnday again.... alone at home again with my sons. Today i went to the idobay forum again. Seen the lost of angle section, i sudden think of my lose baby which i lose last year march 13th.
AT that time i really hoping my husband support me to have this baby even thought it too fast after i give birth marcus. But to my disappointment my husband don even wanted this baby and keep pushing me to see docor to take away it. WHenever i think about this it make me cry, i feel so guilty to let go of this baby.
Tuesday, August 11, 2009
11.08.2009 (Tuesday)
Dear Diary
A home now cause very sick today. My head is spinning and keep having running nose. And somemore upstair is doing renovation and damed very very nosiy right now. Cant even have a good rest too.
Have seen doctor already and just given me some flu medicine. Nowaday doctor are more and more unprofessional. Just ask few question and ask you work or not then he issue you with MC. Don even have eye contact when talking to you and mainly just wanna do business only. SO SOOOOO Unprofessional Simei MRT clinic. WHy all GP doctor no timing one.. their clinic said open at 8am which mean doctor should be prepare already instead they around 9am then reach. They should put 9am then open instead leh waste our time waiting for almost an hour lor.
At last both my son is schooling now and no one came to disturb my rest.
Taken on 10.08.09 (Monday) at my mum hse
A home now cause very sick today. My head is spinning and keep having running nose. And somemore upstair is doing renovation and damed very very nosiy right now. Cant even have a good rest too.
Have seen doctor already and just given me some flu medicine. Nowaday doctor are more and more unprofessional. Just ask few question and ask you work or not then he issue you with MC. Don even have eye contact when talking to you and mainly just wanna do business only. SO SOOOOO Unprofessional Simei MRT clinic. WHy all GP doctor no timing one.. their clinic said open at 8am which mean doctor should be prepare already instead they around 9am then reach. They should put 9am then open instead leh waste our time waiting for almost an hour lor.
At last both my son is schooling now and no one came to disturb my rest.
Taken on 10.08.09 (Monday) at my mum hse
Sunday, August 9, 2009
09.08.09 (Sunday)
Dear Diary
TOday is Singapore 44th Birthday. We today decided to plan our day to Sentosa Beach for a tour. It had been few years we haven went there already and it changes alot. Now sentosa is greatly develop and in years times we would see a very new look with alot of hotel being built with entertainment area and also casino. I hope in some days we could go there book a resort and relax.
Actually Sentosa got alot of nice place to go said one day i don think is enough to see. We today only manage to go 2 place. One is the underwater world and the other is the beach. Too bad we cant stay too long as Ah Yuan got work at night so we decide to go back after 2 plus so that he got some time to rest
Saturday, August 1, 2009
Saturday, July 18, 2009
Michale jackson Earth Song
His song is like a message send by GOD to Human Race what we had done to this planet. Althought his gone but his sprit would never gone.
I also cried out when i first time see this Music Video. Now then i realise that this earth is crying and hoping human race stop destroying it.
What about sunrise
What about rain
What about all the thingsThat you said we were to gain...
What about killing fieldsIs there a time
What about all the thingsThat you said was yours and mine...
Did you ever stop to notice
All the blood we've shed before
Did you ever stop to notice
The crying Earth the weeping shores?
Aaaaaaaaah AaaaaaaaahAaaaaaaaah Aaaaaaaaah
What have we done to the world
Look what we've done
What about all the peaceThat you pledge your only son...
What about flowering fields
Is there a time
What about all the dreamsThat you said was yours and mine...
Did you ever stop to noticeAll the children dead from war
Did you ever stop to noticeThe crying Earth the weeping shores
Aaaaaaaaah AaaaaaaaahAaaaaaaaah Aaaaaaaaah
I used to dreamI used to glance beyond the stars
Now I don't know where we areAlthough I know we've drifted far
Aaaaaaaaah AaaaaaaaahAaaaaaaaah AaaaaaaaahAaaaaaaaah AaaaaaaaahAaaaaaaaah Aaaaaaaaah
Hey, what about yesterday(What about us)
What about the seas(What about us)
The heavens are falling down(What about us)
I can't even breathe(What about us)
What about apathy(What about us)
I need you(What about us)
What about nature's worth(ooo, ooo)
It's our planet's womb(What about us)
What about animals(What about it)
We've turned kingdoms to dust(What about us)
What about elephants(What about us)
Have we lost their trust(What about us)
What about crying whales(What about us)
We're ravaging the seas(What about us)
What about forest trails(ooo, ooo)
Burnt despite our pleas(What about us)
What about the holy land(What about it)
Torn apart by greed(What about us)
What about the common man(What about us)
Can't we set him free(What about us)
What about children dying(What about us)
Can't you hear them cry(What about us)
Where did we go wrong(ooo, ooo)
Someone tell me why(What about us)
What about babies(What about it)
What about the days(What about us)
What about all their joy(What about us)
What about the man(What about us)
What about the crying man(What about us)
What about Abraham(What was us)
What about death again(ooo, ooo)
Do we give a damn
Aaaaaaaaah Aaaaaaaaah
TREASURE HARD THE THING AROUND YOU. DON TAKE FOR GRANTED.
His song is like a message send by GOD to Human Race what we had done to this planet. Althought his gone but his sprit would never gone.
I also cried out when i first time see this Music Video. Now then i realise that this earth is crying and hoping human race stop destroying it.
What about sunrise
What about rain
What about all the thingsThat you said we were to gain...
What about killing fieldsIs there a time
What about all the thingsThat you said was yours and mine...
Did you ever stop to notice
All the blood we've shed before
Did you ever stop to notice
The crying Earth the weeping shores?
Aaaaaaaaah AaaaaaaaahAaaaaaaaah Aaaaaaaaah
What have we done to the world
Look what we've done
What about all the peaceThat you pledge your only son...
What about flowering fields
Is there a time
What about all the dreamsThat you said was yours and mine...
Did you ever stop to noticeAll the children dead from war
Did you ever stop to noticeThe crying Earth the weeping shores
Aaaaaaaaah AaaaaaaaahAaaaaaaaah Aaaaaaaaah
I used to dreamI used to glance beyond the stars
Now I don't know where we areAlthough I know we've drifted far
Aaaaaaaaah AaaaaaaaahAaaaaaaaah AaaaaaaaahAaaaaaaaah AaaaaaaaahAaaaaaaaah Aaaaaaaaah
Hey, what about yesterday(What about us)
What about the seas(What about us)
The heavens are falling down(What about us)
I can't even breathe(What about us)
What about apathy(What about us)
I need you(What about us)
What about nature's worth(ooo, ooo)
It's our planet's womb(What about us)
What about animals(What about it)
We've turned kingdoms to dust(What about us)
What about elephants(What about us)
Have we lost their trust(What about us)
What about crying whales(What about us)
We're ravaging the seas(What about us)
What about forest trails(ooo, ooo)
Burnt despite our pleas(What about us)
What about the holy land(What about it)
Torn apart by greed(What about us)
What about the common man(What about us)
Can't we set him free(What about us)
What about children dying(What about us)
Can't you hear them cry(What about us)
Where did we go wrong(ooo, ooo)
Someone tell me why(What about us)
What about babies(What about it)
What about the days(What about us)
What about all their joy(What about us)
What about the man(What about us)
What about the crying man(What about us)
What about Abraham(What was us)
What about death again(ooo, ooo)
Do we give a damn
Aaaaaaaaah Aaaaaaaaah
TREASURE HARD THE THING AROUND YOU. DON TAKE FOR GRANTED.
Sunday, July 12, 2009
Sunday, June 21, 2009
21.06.09 sun
Night time...watchin mr brain epi 4.finaly nic go n sleep. Alway want mi loss my temper then he would listen. N 4 marcus also like mi angry. Sometime want 2 enjoy my show also hard... My husband workin late n donoe wat x he would b back. I sometime feel vary sian wif my life n thkin go back 2 schooling life again.
Saturday, June 13, 2009
Friday, June 12, 2009
Monday, June 8, 2009
08.06.09 (Monday)
Dear Diary
Tired day.... after this blog im about to go to bed soon.
My husband went to Australia yesterday night for work and coming back on thursday. Somehow felt so sian without hm cause i got to work out everything in the house by myself alredy.
Lucky now both my son settle down and watching their TV
Somehow felt not that good these 2days as my stomach felt unwell.
SO tired.... i wanna to go sleep alredy. Good night
Tired day.... after this blog im about to go to bed soon.
My husband went to Australia yesterday night for work and coming back on thursday. Somehow felt so sian without hm cause i got to work out everything in the house by myself alredy.
Lucky now both my son settle down and watching their TV
Somehow felt not that good these 2days as my stomach felt unwell.
SO tired.... i wanna to go sleep alredy. Good night
Wednesday, May 27, 2009
27th may 09 wednesday
Dear Diary
Playing games at my facebook. Not really very excited to play. It about to grow your own like in your farm and sell for money.
Really boring to play.
Two of my son watching their TV right now. TOday me really angry with Nicholas teacher, she today hand over me a broken car of others children. No need to guess it nicholas done it. That Teacher Chen told me it her son new toy and nicholas make spoit. From her words i know this mother wanted me to pay a new one to her son.
I nearly wanted to scold the teacher then just ask her mothers simply don let her son bring that lousy car to school to play loh...
When the teacher pass that spoilt car to me i just simply throw it to the grass there and annoy it.
Playing games at my facebook. Not really very excited to play. It about to grow your own like in your farm and sell for money.
Really boring to play.
Two of my son watching their TV right now. TOday me really angry with Nicholas teacher, she today hand over me a broken car of others children. No need to guess it nicholas done it. That Teacher Chen told me it her son new toy and nicholas make spoit. From her words i know this mother wanted me to pay a new one to her son.
I nearly wanted to scold the teacher then just ask her mothers simply don let her son bring that lousy car to school to play loh...
When the teacher pass that spoilt car to me i just simply throw it to the grass there and annoy it.
Friday, May 1, 2009
Sunday, April 26, 2009
26.04.09 (sunday)
Dear diary,
now late night 11.07pm, i still awake to do my blog. Friday went to boat asia to see jeff exhibition of his photoon and boat. Nver been to the keppel clud there before and it seem for those wealthy man and diver to go. I saw that yatch and so cool. Donnoe it cost how much.
I had taken the ticket from jeff and though of bring yen and nic go thi sunday. We sunday morning went for breakfast at century sq and after that we head off to harbour front. Instead there 3 boys brought shoe for themself..... Well i guess weather not good, big rail after we reach harbour front and change our mind to go vivo shopping.
I swear i next time i wont buy esprit thing again. Kanna feel cheat by them after i saw the sale and the notice of using the citibank credit card i brought 3 items as it stated 1st item 10% discount, 2nd item 1% discount and 3rd item 25% and if you use citibank credit card additinal 10%. That y i brought 3 items in there and guess what i didnt get a single cent of discount and just they said because the discount is valid for those sale items only and what pick up is not sale item. Shit them and the use of citibank card notice didnt state that leh. Please ESPRITE STAFF you must not mislead your customer for the discount and label them accordingly.
After this incident i swear i must ask the staff for the discount thing before i buy
Thursday, April 16, 2009
Monday, April 6, 2009
06042009(monday)
Dear Diary,
now relaxing to serve my net.
After a hard work to calculate the worker salary i finally can relax abit le.
Yesterday just watch the twlight movie and it a romance story. i really like to see the male actor, so attractive of his eye. Hee.... women who married and had two kid still had this fantasy. Pianh...
I think my husband saw this may kick my ass... haaaa...
Just now on my way home nearly kanna accident. That dame pick up nearly hit my car and i sudden brake and my marcus just hit his mouth onto the dashboard. It make me pity to see him like dat and shit that women donoe how to drive one.Nver see the side and just simply dash out as thought the road is his papa one.
now relaxing to serve my net.
After a hard work to calculate the worker salary i finally can relax abit le.
Yesterday just watch the twlight movie and it a romance story. i really like to see the male actor, so attractive of his eye. Hee.... women who married and had two kid still had this fantasy. Pianh...
I think my husband saw this may kick my ass... haaaa...
Just now on my way home nearly kanna accident. That dame pick up nearly hit my car and i sudden brake and my marcus just hit his mouth onto the dashboard. It make me pity to see him like dat and shit that women donoe how to drive one.Nver see the side and just simply dash out as thought the road is his papa one.
Saturday, March 28, 2009
Thursday, March 26, 2009
Friday, March 13, 2009
Thursday, March 12, 2009
12.03.2009 (Thursday)
It been quite some time i had yet update my blog.
Recently time had change. Due to this economic recession our company may have some difficulty due to the slow down of our business. Creditor payment also slow down also. Even the so what Mr Dr Cxxxx who hold a very "high position at Temesek holding" payment suck. Only do little work at his so what call bunglow house also delay our payment. Walow only $10k plus can drag you several month and still 50% havent clear yet.
So what you hold very high position or very capable in working at temesek holding but to me u just a wo lai.
As for my kids, time really pass fast. See them growth make me feel im old already. I also sometime cannt imagine i got 2 kids with me alredy. And me busy busy life and donoe how to enjoy my life too.
Recently time had change. Due to this economic recession our company may have some difficulty due to the slow down of our business. Creditor payment also slow down also. Even the so what Mr Dr Cxxxx who hold a very "high position at Temesek holding" payment suck. Only do little work at his so what call bunglow house also delay our payment. Walow only $10k plus can drag you several month and still 50% havent clear yet.
So what you hold very high position or very capable in working at temesek holding but to me u just a wo lai.
As for my kids, time really pass fast. See them growth make me feel im old already. I also sometime cannt imagine i got 2 kids with me alredy. And me busy busy life and donoe how to enjoy my life too.
Sunday, March 8, 2009
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
Monday, February 23, 2009
Tuesday, January 27, 2009
Friday, January 9, 2009
Monday, January 5, 2009
Thursday, January 1, 2009
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