Sunday, August 23, 2009

23.08.09 sunday

dear diary

SUnday again.... alone at home again with my sons. Today i went to the idobay forum again. Seen the lost of angle section, i sudden think of my lose baby which i lose last year march 13th.

AT that time i really hoping my husband support me to have this baby even thought it too fast after i give birth marcus. But to my disappointment my husband don even wanted this baby and keep pushing me to see docor to take away it. WHenever i think about this it make me cry, i feel so guilty to let go of this baby.

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