Thursday, January 7, 2010

07th January 2010 (thursday)

Dear Diary



Feeling quite sad about my family... I somehow feel y am i growing in this kind of family.

How i wish i got a family member just like my aunties who have a parent that alway concern their kids. Not like my dad, only know what is best for him and never spare a thought of their kids when there were young.



I had recall of my dad had never bring us outing since young. Never concern about our study. Since young both parent only know how to care about themselve. My mum alway play majong and my dad all time long no see him. Just like a stranger to us. Even im about 30 years old i don feel close to him at all just like a stranger.



I somehow felt that is the education fail since my ah ma time or is it since my ah gong dead already there is no more family bond. I still remember when my ah gong is still alive we still every week go his hse to see him and eat what he cook. Since he dead already we almost one year not even one time go vist my ah ma.



My ah gong is a guy show care to his family not like my ah ma not often at home but everything change since he dead already. That why all her son are not united at all.....

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